When i was form 5..his the 1st man i admired (eheh shy...)...u know y?because his a good guy, funny, and love religious and God...but pls dun get me wrong me and him is a only close friend ...
that time his was at religious boarding school. His active played sport and active in school. every weekend his back home. Once his at home his will asked me to river to fishing and look for crab ...sometimes we went to climb Rambutan, watch CD at home (his brought the CD but damn his always fall asleep)...lol....(that was sweet memory isnt?)
Every time he s going back to hostel. i will run to window and to say goodbye to him...
we are very close and at the same times we always fighting ..his a my next door friend..
One day his called me..that time im not felt well..got cough..his asked me to ate maggie as an medicine ...shit..its a crazy man...his teasing me ahahhaha...ok fine fine...i dun angry ...
As u know people i love singing (sumbang one lah) .One day i was karaoke at home and at the same time i got love letter from him..his write "suda lah tu jangan nyanyi lagi nanti hujan akan turun / the Heavy rain will come down"...my blood pressure suddenly go up...and but its ok i still got good mood to continue my karaoke..i dun care whatever his said...hahahha...
What the best things between us..we are always fight..but we are still gud friend..and his father known well that we r gud friend...i know his got special feeling at me but i never let it be cos i think we r still young..
besides that, his always borrow my novel and return my novel together with letter inside..haizz...
One day..i came from school and coincidentally i saw him at the road side with a sad face...that time i was so happy cos long time din saw him...and say hello to him ..but i felt shy to approached him.i dun know y ???maybe too long time din met him..i keep walked and say papai to him and his keep staring at me without respond and with a sad face...i felt weird ..but i still keep smiling to him...and his keep staring at me with that sad faceee.....=( ermmmm....y?suddenly 1 question come out from my mind???? y this time his go back alone to hostel without asked his father to sent him?normally his dad will sent him to hostel...ermmm its weird ..
Ok never mind...the day after tomorrow my maid tell me that his was sick and need to stayed at her grandma hometowm...uhhh..(than i know maybe that is was a sign that his will leave me, that y his look at me with sooo sad without say anything) that time , i was shock and dun know what need to do...i was so sad and and shock because his never tell me that his got sick or watsoever...i cannot meet him cos his at his grandma hhouse...i pray at all night so that his wil be fine..but there's no hope for him..his passed away in that week...i felt sad..even this time im writing about him and i feel soo sad...i remember everything about him...his a very nice guy an his was my best friend..
One thing i din realize about him that his always repeated his joke that he need to go home to eat medicine and pray...that all i know...(maybe that time his the only one know that his sick but his never toll me)...
His Memory: in my dairy 2001..(Best friend forever)
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| i love to see his drawing... |
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| This his wrote 1 month early before his passed away... |
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| His left me quote: Setiap Yang menyayangi, pasti inginkan yg di sayangi menempa kejayaan. Oleh itu, Kerana aku sahabat mu, belajar lah demi mencapai kejayaan mu. usahamu amat penting dlm mengejar kejayaan itu. Yang bulat tidak datang bergolek, yang pipih tidak datang melayang... |
I hope his will leave in peacefull right now....May Allah always bless him and love him...
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